So, the time has come where my comfy place where I called home while away from home has ended and the owner has pulled the plug on our office. Towards the end it got sour for me and a lot less comfy, but I'll get to that later. I started at Specialty Engraving about a year and a half ago. When I started there, I had the feeling of relief, as if something had saved my life. I know that sounds a bit extreem, but I truly felt that way. I learned many things during my time there; how to become more personable, less frazzled, more open and more myself. I turned from being a scared of strangers person to someone who loved and loves human interaction. It's funny what you can learn from an experience, an instance.. a moment in time. As time went by I struggled with things and at the end found myself wanting something more. I was fulfilled, but left empty when it was all pulled away. I saw into the hungry souls of endless money and how it effected them and I truly didn't want to be that person. I am not expendable and for the first time I found out that someone else thought I was. I was angry and disturbed and the mind games at the end were humorous, but the most beautiful thing happened to me. That door closed and another one opened in its place; one that is better, filled with what I desire in life, closer to my common goals and what I really want. I'm thankful for the end as it brought me to the beginning.
That's all for now.
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